A LINE OF ECSTASY FOR BREAKFAST BUT IM STILL EMPTY

I'm going to remain anonymous.
Restrictive ED with b/p tendancies, OCD, self-harm, depression, insomnia.
I smoke a lot of weed, which makes me hungry. I feel like such a failure after a munchies binge, but I can't help it - I am trying to cut down though.
When I do other drugs I feel so free because I just forget to eat and I don't have to think about it.
I am here to listen, not to judge and I will always give my honest opinion.
I'll follow back other ed/self-harm/thinspo etc blogs that I like. If you are one and I don't follow back just post in my ask and I'll check you out.
If you post pictures of tempting/unhealthy food I may have to unfollow you, sorry.
There is a link to pictures of me just below but for some reason it's in white so just float around and you'll find it.
Me:
pictures of me!

SW: 57kg - 126lbs
CW: 50kg - 110.5lbs
GW: 45kg - 100lbs
(but basically when I'm happy with my body)
Binge Free Days = 0

FAQ: I use www.loseit.com for my intake/calorie counting
I think I'm about 5'5" but I'm not sure
Me on the 24th of October - 49.5kg (110lbs)

Me on the 24th of October - 49.5kg (110lbs)